You love and detest him in same measure
He reminds you of God and Satan at the same time
You are grateful that he is alive but do not think him dying is such a bad idea either
He has helped mold you into who you are and helped create the broken you
You pray for him to get to heaven just as you fervently pray that sinners like him burn in hell forever
He loves you to death and does things that will drive you to your death
Does love and pain always co-exist?
Or is it just him that sparks hope and hopelessness at the same time?
Are creators also destructors?
Mwende Kyalo 